Chinese New Year is coming

Thanks for those who show concern when I was having nitemare for that couple of days, really touched.

However, Chinese New Year is coming, let me think of my itinerary in that 4 days. But ... sigh ~ time to red packet again, wonder any kids want to pay me a visit ??

1st Day : Stay at home until 11 am, then visit my father. Why ? Feng Shui Shi Fu say so.

2nd Day : Sleep enough, do some work then proceed to visit grandma. (Have been MIA for almost 2 yr, lastly will end up my cousin's hse for BBQ. My darling will go home and visit her parent, so.... work lah !

3rd Day : Go back to office to work (Sat.) and then proceed to my darling hometown to visit my in-law.
Will come back to town in the evening, so if you want to come to my place for a drink, sms please.

4th Day : You won't believe it, will be staying at home to prepare unfinish work for Monday.

Guess this money year is going to be a super busy year for those Rabbit like me.

sigh ~

I can't recall anything, I can't recall what I have dreamt of last nite, but still awake in the middle of the night.

:(

again and again

again, nightmare come again .. this time I dreamt of lionel and a gal (unknown), myself and my wife was hill, or to be specific we are on a stone road (like Pula Tekong) ... many cars .... and heading towards a cinema.

While waiting for the show to start, we take a stroll at some of the small stalls outside the cinema and "R" choose one of the perfume and spray on my arm without my knowledge. It was chilling and I wake up ....

My forehead is cover with cold sweat ... why ...wat happen ... i feel breathless again (asthma). This time I calculated, I take 8-12 purf in order to have normal breathing .... i'm so tired now.

Nitemare that follow me.

I have been getting nitemare since 2003, and it follows me even last night.

Dun really want to recall the whole thing, trying very hard to forget and take it easy, but it doesn't go away like a wind.

I wonder how long I can take this kind of feeling, wonder when..