First day back to work is already an unpleasant feeling. But didn't know that a lot of things doesn't go well in 2003. I was just thinking I need to give up something in order to gain back some thing. But can it be done?

What is done and cannot be undone? I'm wrong in the first place and I wanted to say sorry. But really hope my friend and buddy can understand i have limited time with her already.

Sigh ~ wish to go somewhere and start afresh and have a time machine so that I can choose again.